Ugh

(Ok so this is just going to be another one of my venting posts, so anyone who actually reads my blog, this post isn't important to read, I'm just venting my feelings lol)

So prom is on Saturday and I SERIOUSLY do not want to go anymore. I mean, prom isn't even a big deal at my school anyways since it's not a real prom, it's just a parent organized dance since our school isn't aloud to have dances, but it's still exciting for all of us because it's the only fun thing we have lol. But now it just seems like a waste for me to even go. Half of my friends aren't even going, I don't have a date (which I actually don't really care about, but it still seems kinda lame to go to prom without a date lol especially since I don't have that many friends going) and, I have no where to go before prom because my friends that are going have already made plans without me. Half the fun of prom is going out to dinner before with all your friends, and I don't have anywhere to go. That means I just have to get my hair and nails done all by myself, get ready all by myself, and have my mom take me to the prom all by myself. How freakin embarrassing to have to show up alone. I feel like a total loser already lol. It's just dumb for me to even go. I feel like it's a waste of so much money for me to not even have a great night. I really don't want to go :(

Okay, my vent is over. Time to go do homework...